告別了春天~~迎接夏天

哟！好快哦。。整个 summer 就快告一段落了。。。hoOray*..~~

今天是2006年4月27日, 再过3天....3....2...1....$$$$...eheheh
Calender shown...3份之一的2006年...就这样一去不回了...快的惊人...grieve ~~~
一个月了, 再挨多四个月就万岁了！！！同事们与老板的脚步声也不知不觉频密了~~~复印...传真...打印...开会...见客...忙的团团转....接下来的日子...会更崎岖 vs 艰难 ...已作好心理准备了...darkness vs monster in front :*

把一份刚做好的accounts递给my senior...好紧张...仆通仆通的跳....应该没问题吧!!!...是这样...没错...把应该做的都做好....前后也检查无数遍了...尽力了...对的起自己...放一万个心...

该放松一下吧...breathe...hooo....hoooo....du....一天...只允许一天...好...不许给自己压力...lay down...close urs eyes...slow yourself down~~~
累了...真的累了...累的像小猫一样....一种根本不是睡觉可以痊愈的累...

Everyone slept.... just left*moon n star accompany me*

Goodnight...N sleep well ....joey...

* Awaiting for better turning *

It might get worse~~ seldom, it will go upwards n reach the best, at least..throughout my life =(
whereas, when the thing is worse, i m awaiting for a better turning...waiting...waiting ...N waiting
I pray.. i pray.. when i pray, i prayed sincerely; when i study, i study hard; when i work, i do strike to the best i can..
i should deserve all these.. ^@^ should i ???
make a *prayer* tonight, thanks for smoothening my life here...

Lit a candle and close my eye, i pray for u enlighten me in my difficult decisions, may it be a fire to open my heart to the healing power of your LOVE... may it be a flame to warm my heart towards myself, my family, my friends and all who meet me. Even facing thousand thousand of failure...i m belief that still got 1/100 excepting ...breathe...breathe...hoOo~~hoOo~~ let continuous urs journey~~joey

Lastly, help me to continue praising you in all i think and say and do this days... I know u alwaz with me...

Fish vs Water

Fish says : You cannot see my tear, coz i m inside the water.
Water says : I can feel your tear, coz u inside my heart ..

Something u dunno at the back (*~*)

***Couldnt sleep well for so many days n others...nobody will worse than me! i have dropped to the hell immediately after i stepped out from office today... i tot i already saved all my documents into my file which belonged to one of my client ...computerailed the doc due to an illegal dispensing of an unlisted drug...but the fact was when i go back to office 2day===stared blanky into da air...my file all gone>>>...this few week...*moisture given off by the body through the pores*...*animating pinciple as distinct from body* haih======everthing gone ++++ gone+++ gone+++

at that very moment, i feel that want to run away n find a hole to hided my ashamed face...........but the damn thing was, that moment was make me no optional ....soli...soli...soli...sound come out non stop in the boss office...gosh !!! sMack...sMack myself !!....MOOD... down ...super duper down....something u cannot decribes in words = ....(

i tot i save already ...how come the diskettle shown not enough space n unsaved? how come?!!!
itz tough...and in the end...i felt down to da hell again~~* =...( pain*real pain...
i have experienced the real ups n downs that nobody else does in a beepie of moment...
the taste of failing...is sourness n bitter, too bitter~~than mum's 单眼佬
...i dunno how le....^disconsolate^

Unfeeling well vs stress day (^.^)

A cold cold windie day in KL today...the strong wind nearly blow away my puzzle (1000 pcs) on my table...Spring brightness dominates the daytime to a longer extent that summer show...indeed the mood was being brought up by it but it can goes down involuntary, n sometimes it wil swing swing like playing in playground.

A pair of sock + air cooler max + a thickie duvet will make someone fall unconscious on the bed...feel lazy today...*working*...all these routine everyday in my life...when will the long long journey will heading to the end ???
The stress active in my physical & mental ...no way n no where to unwind in my life... Sometime, u want to b perfect, N the more you expecting....the more suffering u r experiencing...

11 more days to submit Form BE ~ 72 more days to submit Form B ~ 103 more days to submit Account (Financial year : 31/12/05) to auditor...
134 more days will be *Hooray* for me ! Wa !
Still early to dream *hmmm* LEFT 134 more days to go (+@+) Gambatey ~ Joey

*Onion*

someone ask: [what to describe a man if that ppl change heart already ? ]
she says: [is *onion* .....coz u want to know that ppl deeply....then u will pare the edge of it....
at the end....you realize that nothing inside ....but the process you pare ....tears will flow by time....*sign*]....r u the one ??? (*@*)

My New Blog ~ ('@')

Yippie, finally register for this blog n got my own. i m new member, just to say hi n nice to meet you all here. cheers ..