Something u dunno at the back (*~*)

***Couldnt sleep well for so many days n others...nobody will worse than me! i have dropped to the hell immediately after i stepped out from office today... i tot i already saved all my documents into my file which belonged to one of my client ...computerailed the doc due to an illegal dispensing of an unlisted drug...but the fact was when i go back to office 2day===stared blanky into da air...my file all gone>>>...this few week...*moisture given off by the body through the pores*...*animating pinciple as distinct from body* haih======everthing gone ++++ gone+++ gone+++

at that very moment, i feel that want to run away n find a hole to hided my ashamed face...........but the damn thing was, that moment was make me no optional ....soli...soli...soli...sound come out non stop in the boss office...gosh !!! sMack...sMack myself !!....MOOD... down ...super duper down....something u cannot decribes in words = ....(

i tot i save already ...how come the diskettle shown not enough space n unsaved? how come?!!!
itz tough...and in the end...i felt down to da hell again~~* =...( pain*real pain...
i have experienced the real ups n downs that nobody else does in a beepie of moment...
the taste of failing...is sourness n bitter, too bitter~~than mum's 单眼佬
...i dunno how le....^disconsolate^