Totally empty

After 3 years of works life, i kinda start to have the ability to foreseen my feeling and my reaction roughly everyday, every week, every month.
I know how i am gonna say to myself after the easter break, i wish i can utilise my break more efficiently, probably should have done some plan... Yet, i am not doing anything useful & meaningful now....

I m regret that i don't work consistently & put full effort, at lease haven't started doing anything helpful yet.
Hence, i was impressed by myself that borrow some book from my collegue and plan to start on new life.

Before that, shopping day for this two months, SALES. $$$ gone fast, still got 10 days more for salary day....T_T.......but enjoy to shopping, my ambition when i am small, at lease can buy something without ask parent permission...ehehe ....
I think i am the dumbest person in the world to go shopping carrying a heavy plastic bag from my collegue. After few hours for crazy shopping, go having lunch with my sister....
Purposely on leave n accompany my sister who came back from study at Uni.....
Only at this moment that i feel life can be very simple and nice by showing your care and concern not only through WORDS but also through ACTION....

Last but not least, i know i am going to regret if i don't have any travel plan this coming end of year. I shall start doing this despite all the works that are haunting me. Work plan will go after this....Plan to go Thailand before, but after that boom happenned there, my plan forced to postpone n cancelled....sign
Matta fair will be 3 days start from tomolo at PWTC....will go to survey some information ...