So good to be pretending

Sunday (10/12/2006 - 3.25 pm)

Breathe the smell of a longsome kind. My heartbeat has been forgotten since your silence. Give away a smile eventhough you won’t see it.

My memory of you can’t stop, crossing by reading your heartbeat, crossing by missing your smell. Don’t want to be interrupted.
Those sweet old moments have been put aside since your love never focused on me. Walking down the streets, the crowds seem to make me feel sleepy. For those happiness that I’ve been longing for ....is lost in your arms.

It’s still the ambiguous tone like an ostrich, i believe time is the only solution, but i see nothing, i am helpless. All I want just to have one more second to believe that i still can count on your embrace. I’d rather keep on waiting than run away from you

Actually I am aware that your love to me has gone with the wind coz i will never be able to find it even I try hard to. Looking for trouble alone in the suffering of the world, tied in the snare set by myself. Depressinggggg.......

Pretending to have untied the frozen handcuffs